If Only
I wish that I was with you
I wish I were right there
But that can never happen
No that you no longer care
I wish for once I could be happy
For once someone could love me
For who I was
But I don't think that oculd happen
nobody wants me
Well nobody I want that is
I feel so alone, so sad
I'm all alone, I'm empty
By myself
what am I supposed to do
Why can't I ever get what I want
I wish that again I was happy
Almost as happy as you
But that can never happen
Because I'm cursed
Damned to eternal unhappiness
Go figure
Nothing ever goes my way
If only I was happy
If Only
That's the only hope I have left
If only
