There is a red bloodstain
Down my left wrist
A sharp razorblade
In my right hand
I regret what I've done
But it felt so good
All my pains
Melted away
With just one little cut
Just dripped away
right down my left wrist
I feel relieved
There's no more pain
I try to hide
All my shame
With my old gray sweater
And my new black coat
Someone grabs my wrist
I flinch in pain
So much trouble
Over a little blood
I try to stop
I'm not astonished to discover
I can't stop
I'm addicted
I need help!
I'm just so afraid to ask
Will you think less of me
If you know
You call yourself a friend
And yet I am shunned
I tell you my troubles
You push me away
tears refuse to fall
I am just too stubborn
I can no longer feel at all
I retreat away
With my little silver blade
A few more cuts
A little more pain
It's all worth it
There's enough blood
To take my troubles away
right down my left wrist
If only you knew how I felt
you'd understand my pain
No one will ever know
This time maybe It's just gone too far
And it has
painlessly
I slip away....
I grasp the hand of death
I succumb to all his power
...Goodbye Forever Cruel World...
