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Just spending all my time thinking of Kyle...May as well publish them

So here's how it goes..Ever since we were younger Kyle and I have been close. My rendetion of younger may be a little different then yours. By younger I mean maybe fourteen years old. I started to notice Kyle at the end of 9th grade, but I didn't say anything. I was always known mainly as "one of the guys." I was a tomboy and i didn't like being all girly girl. Well in 10th grade Kyle and I got a little closer. By the time we were juniors we were basically sharing a brain. All our thoughts and views seemed to coinside. I felt like Kyle was my other half, but I would never tell him that. I knew Kyle and I would always just be friends. Little did I know that would all change. Kyle left our school in eleventh grade and I barely got to talk to him anymore. I hoped for a call or an email...nothing. Once in a while i talked to him on MSN MESSENGER...but not a big thing. We just talked like friends. Then the day came where Kyle told me he was leaving to go off to the military. I was crushed but I told him nothing. If only I hadn't been such a coward. Time went by and Kyle hadn't left, by now i was a senior in high school. I had started talking to Kyle a little more and I decided to ask him if he wanted to come to a movie with me and my friend Loni. Just as friends..*wink* I was hoping that at this time I would be able to have the nerve to make my move. Of course, i really didn't, but things did "click" sort of say. I talked to Kyle even more still until finally i decided to ask him dancing. It took a lot of coaxing but finally he decided to come. Kyle and i danced together all night, non stop. it was the most fun. I didn't even care we were both instanly sweaty and probably stank to high heaven. (I think i had on enough perfume that night to cover it up.) On the drive home, after almots 4 straight hours of dancing, something just sort of happened. I was just playing around and i kissed Kyle on the cheek, next thing I remember we are in the backseat feeling a little awkward..for about a minute. After that we spent our night kissing in the back seat. Yeah, not exactly romance...Was it? I mean, here I am kissing the guy I had a crush on for the last four years. In my dreams this had happened before, but was it real? Was he really kissing me back? Well later on Kyle and I went to my house where my wicked asshole Stepdad kicked me, my best friend Loni, and Kyle out of my house. We all crashed at Kyle's. I think Loni was a little upset that we made her sleep on a mattress on the floor across the room while we slept together. Honestly, I wasn't expecting anything to happen, but hey I guess shit happens after all. Kyle and I became inseperable..~>For about seven days. Then he left for the military. God, no matter what anyone tells you DO NOT join the army. They just FUCK people over so much, they tear apart lives. But besides the point, a lot of bad shit occured but in the end after about a month Kyle returned. it seems like a lot longer. I moved in with him the day he returned and we've been inseperable ever since. We do have petty fights but what couple living together doesn't? I plan on marrying him, We are a perfect couple after all. What more could a girl want? This is my fantasy...come true.


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