HATING MYSELF AGAIN
I sit here alone
Crying on my bed
It's an awkward day
Evil thoughts are in my head
I have all these feelings
They are of hate and rage
I cry because I'm confused
My feelings locked away in this cage
No one pays attetion to me
Not even me, myself
Does anyone really care
if so, then no one shows it
If they think money and gifts
Will make me smile
They are sadly mistaken
Though I'll falsly grin a while
I feel so alone
All by myself
I live in isolation
no one cares
When I scream
No one hears me
And these evil
Horrid thoughts
Fill me
Until I can't take it anymore
And I explode
Inside and out
Like now
Like today
And it happens
I'm hating myself again
