MY CONFUSION
Blackness overcome my mind
My thoughts no longer clear
My body is no longer running on blood
My body is running on fear
My life no longer simple
My feelings no longer secure
Thought that I knew everything
And yet you teach me more
All the lies you told
Are now clouding my mind
And again, low and behold
The truth is hard to find
My confusion takes over
It controls all that I am
I wish it could be normal again
But I don't know that it can
And now for one split second
I wish I were like you
Something I've never wanted
To myself I must remain true
My confusion is what controls me
And my feelings follow too
My confusion has finally left me
My confusion was only you
